hello!!!!!!!!! im in changi airport before going to yunnan. harhars. abit lagg. =) aniwais. erm bianca i helped u return the costume. can u believe that nobody board that plane?! only 41odd pple in the plane coz nobody will want to go such ulu country unlike my parents who like trad stuff. hahas. can sleep aniwhere i want. hehe. i hate the stupid moosick in the hall.arr. freaking me out. aiyah. 15 mins only. so stingy. okays. going off now. so must wish me yi lu shun feng!!!! =) gtg now buh bye!!!

to the dearest person who hurt me so much
i didnt noe ure that wonderful
first it was dionne. den sharlene. den liling. me. leechin. kailing.
very obvious tat ure changing like clothes.
i didnt noe ure that __
i only noe ure once someone i tot is the best
but sunddenly ur back turn towards me. it started yakking to someone else like im a see through.
i dont want to hurt u. i didnt even wanted to hurt u. or even tok behind ur back.
but how u suck up to him. and that mean to her.
too bad. dis is just the way i am. it is u that i shld be.
and dis is no about how i spoil ur mood bcoz i dun care. but i dont want everything to start.
dis is jus a illusion. u brainwashed her. and the 5 person means-no me.
i hope leechin realise it soon.
ure jus so damned
okays. i dun want u to keep holding stoopid hopes. juz let me go.
now i'll return the tags.
liling okays that will be great!
april hahas! i'll miss u too!!!
rx rong, thx for sooo many tags =) hahas. sorry i cnt go on 22. sry. but see yah at 23!!!
zp hiaxx. so sad u noe. nanyang is too hard to go. i dont want to stress myself and become a les!!!
bianca heyys thx for ur pressie!! its nice! love it!
sze neng hahas! thx for ur pressie i like the precious moments notepad. thx!!!
carinamy pressie!! u owe me two!!!!
... happy birthday to me.... happy birthday to me..... =)

okays so today onwards, im a EX PEICHUNER =(
very sad. sad. sad. clarissa's party is quite nice. only it rained. i wanna go out and take neoprint wif all 6cians05!!! wahhh (include boys??) arrr wadever but 23 goin to take neoprint wif tinghui & yibei.
lets see. bianca and leechin hmm. no time. but maybe can go arcade play after dance.=)
now im waiting for the psle release of results. if i can get 240 and above. mayb i can go cedars. if lower den tat, hhmmm, neighbourhood school los. coz yibei,liling wanna go there. sad tinghui wanna go anderson.aiyah. both aso quite good. i dun wan to go to scgs liao. hear liling say untill very chan3. to kaiiling. hehes. if any les like me hors. giv them a punch. luckily ure not one. i very sscared i become one u noe!!!!!
harhars~
=D jkjk. on grad day some pple shed croc tears. quite obvious coz their eyes arent red, but watery. supposed they just yawn.~ . carina!!!!! PRESENTS!! u owe me 2!hahas-
thanks for the pressie ant,szeneng and tinghui!
stoopid hhk. i even must sacriface my burfdae jus for a dance rehearsal!!!! argh!'
im going shopping wif my cousins now. buh bye!!!
today is the saddest day i ever had. early in the morning i went to sku around 7.15 and zhiying and yibei saved a place for me so quickly sat downden have our whole class contact den blah blah blah. den gave away prizes. yea. quite boring. so when the choir sing den got the toot toot train song very funny. but when we sing grad song, den very very very sad. saw yeephon xinyuan and res cry. oof. very tradegic sight like the wurl is dying and today is the las day we live in earth like tat. so obviously i cried like mad. really. den the 2nd grad song i tot of tinghui. cried even louder. den now carina yb started crying. den ms heng came to console us. now my eyes is twitching in paine. i mean. i missed everyone de. now i missed them already. tried to call ting hui. she nvr on her phone. so i hugged carina and we're like crying like mad. den saw hong. she like laugh at us like tat. she say why we so emotional. so i replied saying u next year. see u will cry anot las!!! =.= hiax. can see some of our class, guys almost cried. yea yea. guan chin los. de sissy man. .... =[ where's my pillow?

ME
i need to cry. where's my pillow??? ting jus sms-ed me again. wwahhh. she said she just cried and wanted to come back earlier. i mean. she is gonna miss the grad day which is supposed or so called our dayand she cnt make it. awww. hope she can make it to clarissa's party.luckily everything is okay before grads day. i probably will be crying like mad den singing the grad song. wahhh. today the lower primary sang tong hua as a grad song which is a tradegy romance u noe. wth. its sad. i cnt hold a party on my birthday. i have dance on that day. freak. why huay kuan expect us to be 24 hrs free for dance rehearsal and practice. darn it.after that performance and the xiang qing dance.
MY REASONS TO CRY.
i cried coz i left
i cried coz i nvr turn back
i cried coz she left
i cried coz she is away

i cried coz they were on bad terms

i cried coz i'll miss u guys
i cried coz im able to be good terms wif evryone on the day
i cried coz i regretted
i cried coz i nvr got the guts
i cried coz i finally knew myself
i cried coz im ending my chapter in pcps
i cried coz i knew how to stretch
i cried coz she knew wad i meant
i cried coz i nvr got the chance to say it
i cried coz i learnt so many from all directions
i cried coz i knew my reasons to cry
i cried coz i said goodbye

i cried-
for myself and you.
u just cannot judge a book by its cover. some pple just acted so frendly and they practically stabb on ur back the moment u turn. they acted so "on my side" den when im not around they had a change of heart and went off. nvr act as if ure very close to the person when ure not.
im quitting dance
someone didnt sing the song again.only mouthing the words. wadever.

somethings r really very hard to let go.just like an unperformed dance. just like frens u knew since young and we're going on saparate ways. just like someone threw away ur favorite candy when u just started eating it. our chapter in primary school life is ending.its so fast just one flash and it is gone .we r starting a new chapter in our lifes mostly strangers stepping in our lifes. we're walking nearer to our bright furture..i'll miss everyone of u. altough as time goes by,out frenship may fade and could not see each other in our busy lifes, every details r carved on my heart.where the innocence stays, the happiness where no evil invades. my primary school. a fading memory. my friends, a life-long treasures.

i wonder how idiotic i'll look like on gradutation day cum every p6 crying day.

ME
jus started playing maple and service maintainece. stoopid.so blogging now. today is ANOTHER boring day. den su laoshi keep toking about the china. those facts are so simple. i noe mostly liaos. hiax. den sing graduation song. i got sing los. is some pple nvr even open mouth den other idiotic classes say they cnt hear us. wtf. sing den sing los. lucky i hear b4 zhang shan wei the song is quite nice.=) today we help ms heng do the annual books. den swee yan rx nvr. okays lar. i aso. we all nvr hear instructions den we're the last group to finish. its not our fault wad.den ms heng keep nag nag nag. i carry all those stupid sharp ends bks till it cut my hands los. ms heng nvr even say thankew.bleargh. =) den watch movie five children part two. watch at the back. so nobody can listen to our chit chat while watching movie coz everyone's in front.
hiaxx. nth to type le. mayb i shouldnt alway stick to the comp and eyes glued to the screen. hmm. mom said to practise my penmanship. so mayb i can copy wen zhang.
yawn* im goin now. buh bye!

i dunno. dis sux.

today is quite a boring day. got back reportbk. not happy wif it. but at least i improved. someone is showing off again. den ms heng let us watch movie"five children" okay lars. nvr really watch oni part of it coz writing fishy's ab.den the charlie chaplin one. quite okays. especially the brick thingy. so kuku.today bro's fren came to our house. and they used the comp from 12 to 6.30 los. i nvr even get to touch the comp. den when that guy went home,i just log in maple sea den mom screamed off the computer las. very hot u noe? scully go burst. so i grumble grumble grumble. den off the comp.
maybe im not holding a birthday party.rather spent the time wif my family and cousins. goin to cla's b-dae partee. tagging along wif yibei and yinghan. they already promised not to let me feel left out. if not i'll look like a goon entertaining myself. ting oni around 4 den come. hiaxx. have a feeling tat ting hui feel like very left out like tat. dunno why today she like guai guai(4) one. mayb she doesnt like me to be so close to other pple and missing her out. wonder if my psle results lan hor. mayb not goin to ting's party.
aiyah. i dunno las.
can anione tell me is there any entrepreneurship day dis year. principal nvr tell us anything about it.
some busybody looking at wad im typing again. gtg
buh bye

i dont want to quarrel over dis anymore. its disturbing. why do u always have to complain every thing bout me. dun u think it gets out of hand?i noe im stupid. u always think im "niao". so r u. i dun wan to have anything common wif u.life is jus so wonderful
today went to national library wif mom and bro. took mrt to city hall. coz is lunch time. big crowd lost mom and bro. called them and meet them at nlb. the weather is so hot and glaring and i m so stupid to walk under a path wif no shelteri didnt noe there is another short cut.>.<
so finally met them aand borrowed 2 fox trot (again) and one calvin and hobbes.a chinese storybk. think that nlb so so so big and dun have much storybks. i mean there are so many empty shelfs.they spent so much money on dis building project and not much books?! after the trip went to mac near shu cheng. bought grilled foldover a kor used one hand to balance to tray den when i sit down he banged into me and to whole cup of lemon tea. is wasted. luckily mom didnt flare up.she just asked a "waiter" to clean it up. coz the meal can have a scratch card den we got another packet of fries. the kind"waiter" even gave us another cup of lemon tea. thanked him quickly gobble our food and we went shopping. kor groaned. so we went a around raffles city den pap came to fetch us home. wad a day.
kor download so many stupid games. conquerer,gunzonline,littlefighter,fifa.
mua!!! i gng crazy. lata the new comp bcome as lag as the las time the comp. mua!!! typical brother.
argh. its 10pm. have to let bro play (AGAIN) sighs. he earned it.

who cares aniway. who cares about popularity. only u. ure the one picking one pple. i did not okays. i did not think ure pathetic u put words in my mouth. jus bcoz i hang out wif them and they dun like u. ure putting all the blame on me. why? coz u think i sux. at least im better den u. u keep thinking im childish. waddabout u? fancy eeking at a pregnany hotline on a bookmark given out and watch ppg every sat.u can have it. i wont even care. im jus a puff of air. life is jus so wonderful
i post up the moosic. ye qu. its shiok. sia. arrrggghhh. i realised i dun hav enuf money to buy one. im so miserable. sad. everyday im thinking of jay chou. even in my dreams. i even dreamt that he became my godbro and he let me make an album and design his album. harhars~ i feel so childish. but i noe, he rocks.
some pple say jay chou sux. so ugly. they juz dunno how to appreciate wonderful pple. i wonder wad r the rest of the songs in his album. i love him.
no doubt.

okay. i found out that the person who bought down mommy's shop is so so so so so shameless.okay. i'll say from the starting of 31october. morning. went to sku and gave carina her b-dae present. den after school, went to ting hui's house for the water fountain. harhars! so fun! den we took taxi to j8. after a while ting hui went home first den left me and liling. at precious thots saw swee yan. he gave me a shock los. wear black tee & white cap. aiyoh yoh. wear cap 4 wad?!! he said he is meeting someone. suppose its a girl..... aniwais. after that we took mrt and liling alight at toa payoh. i alighted at raffles place. helped mommy & auntie to pack up and check the stocks den yanyu came to help. actually mommy did not want me to go. she tot she could manage. but yanyu says she going so i go los. we packed and packed and nvr rested for more den a min. many of our customers feel so sad.(those loyal ones). yea and they bought so many stuff. harhars~
at around evening. two management staff came to our shop to put some deco. huh? deco? i mean where? den mommy opened a door. wow!! its a glass panel and its big!!me and yanyu crawled into the mini door and wave to those pple below. harhars~ some pple waved back and shake their butt at us. hahars~
after that the new owner came to check the stocks. they very stupid los. anihow throw rubbish. and the count the stocks wrongly so they pay less. lucky we checked twice and they were like bu shuang.hmph. the stupid susan(new owner) kept asking for more discount. argh! they very stupid want 80% for all stocks. stupid ass holes.we quarreled and quarreled till around 12.30 den we went home. those shamless pple still inspecting the stocks....... idiots